The Ruining…

I am a living nightmare,
Crushed within myself,
I try to push out of this purgatory,
You have deposited me into…

The only way out,
To escape this bottomless pit,
Is to destroy everything within myself,
Leaving nothing…I hold sacred,
Within my soul…

Bestowing it to another,
As if it was never worth holding onto,
There is no right or wrong, In this answer…

I see no other way out,
Of this affliction…

I have no pulse left,
If only I can feel pain from,
Another poisons venom,
I have placed on myself willing…

Then maybe I can,
Recreate myself anew,
From the completely nothingness,
I have become…

by ~ jbritt
the ruining