I am a disaster,

Why do I even breathe…

I bring nothing but pain,
I am just a  fleeting moment, In others life, 

Showing how love is written, But never being loved, in returned…

Why can’t…

I just lose control, Just once,
Letting someone love me,
Why does it terrify me…

How do you just give in,
To the desires placed, deep within your bones…
 
Why can’t  I…

Just let someone adore me,
Let them sway me, To the ends of the universe,
Allowing them to, see all the damaged,

That has been placed upon,
My Soul…

~ by jbritt